My true story

My Names is Desak Putu Suliani. I was born in Bali on 09 Oktober 1979. I was born in small village  (Suwat Village) . My village location is in Gianyar Regency . I have 2 sisters and 1 younger brother. My parent is divorce when i was  child . And i have stepmother. When i was child my lives very difficult.But i,m lucky someone from Japan help my education fee from elementary school, Junior high school ,senior high school until i finished my study at Diploma Of Nursing In Bogor or west Java. I,m not clever girl in my class. But  i always can follow all my study. My got mother / foster mother her names Toshie Machida. She lived in Hingashimurayama -shi .Tokyo Japan . She is a internist doctor and her Husband is Brain Surgery doctor Hospital In japan . They have clinic call BunkaMura Shinryoujo. On 2002 i worked in they clinic almost 3 months. They paid my tikcet and every things. I just helped them and studied more about healthy care. But I can't met them now. Because  I have no enough money for visit them . Thank God . They helped my lives. My sory of love conficated too. I have first boy friend and make relatioship almost 8,5 years. But broken in the midle way. So sad ,I lost my confidence, i lose my self control , been crazy woman and every day taken xanax 0,5 mg.I broken with my first boy friend on September 2005. He left me for do cruise . And cut our relationship with out  reason. That not good . From that times i din't believe with man again . I have alot friend from western , Japan Asia and local boys. Many of them try to care with me. But i din't care. Finally i met someone and be my husband now. We just make relationship 4 months. With out want to know our caracter each others . And finally we maried  on 15 April 2006. My story a love and my way of life very difficult and complicated. But i,m sure every things gonna be fine as long we can true this lives . This is some my Photo with my God mother and my friend and family.
I can not choose the path of destiny that I should run it. But i will try to true this lives although  no one belive and trust me.